*sigh* I don't know anymore

*sigh* I don't know anymore

Lately it feels like I don't even know my group of close friends anymore. We've been friends for about, 2 years already, and I just feel like, the longer I stay friends with them, the more I start to dislike them and the more I get attached with my new friends.

I wonder if it's my fault or theirs or just, ME BEING ARIES FAULT. OTL

The reason why I'm writing this is because, well. Shit happens and all.

My mom logged into my account to you know, 'service' my Farmville, because I play it and she plays it too? So you see, my friends' group chat will automatically pop up and so my mom kinda accidentally saw the conversation between them making fun of my boobs. To be honest, I'm a sensitive person, but because I do the same thing to them sometimes, I tolerated it, thought of them as jokes.

But you know, when people don't draw the line, things get messy. There were times where I couldn't stand it anymore and left the group, but somehow, I'd always find myself back there because...,well, because, maybe I guess I was just lonely.

So then today, my mom accidentally saw it and immediately, she went downstairs to told me to check on the group chat. She told me that they were making fun of my boobs or something. That's when I kind of, exploded on the internet.

Friend 1:Like omergurdRainbow hair.http://www.officiallykmusic.com/girls-generation-releases-hyoyeons-photo-teasers/lDHey is there a word "uptableo" ?Because the caption thing said to type "that uptableo" //orz 

Friend 2:  No.Not that I know of.
Friend 1: There was this one time it said "Ays bubs"I was like "Ice's boobs...? What...?"e v e;.....
Friend 2: It's a message.OHGOD.THERE'S A RECORDING DEVICE IN CHERYL'S CHEST.
Friend 1: I shall screenshot this one for Cheryl's sake.
Friend 2: Everything about boobs, is for Cheryl.
Friend 1: Indeed.I just realized... I don't know almost half of the people in the list of people online.e n e;..
Friend 2: How many are online on yours?
Friend 1: 103

And that's when I came on and screamed in caps.

Me: FUCKING STOP ABOUT THE BOOBS ALREADYMy mom saw the conversation you dits.
Friend 1: e ve;...How come I knew this would happen sooner or later. //orz
Me: Seriously, do you guys ever think of the other party's feelings when you over do it?
Friend 2: We can't tell. It's a lack of hindsight on our part.
Me: OTLWell can you just, stop it already?
Friend 1: And common you know we do this kind of stuff and yet you let your mom use your FB! D8
Me: It's already crossed the line.

Friend 1: Hmmm... But can we still call you combat tsundere maid?
Me: No.Because I don't like it.
Friend 2: Fine.
Me: And my mom checks on what I do from time.
Friend 2: Starting today, we are all not allowed to do anything which any party may dislike.
Friend 1: Let's agree to it with a tableflip.
Me: Just a while ago, you were saying something about parents should check on their child's friends
Friend 1: (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
Friend 2: yep.
Friend 1: We did...?
Friend 2: I did.
Friend 1: ಠ_ಠ)
Friend 2: But, tbh, the whole mom in your FB account is a bit too much.Like, seriously too much.
Me: The joke has become old already. It's been months since the first time it was made upWell, I can't control what she does
Friend 1: Don't worry sooner or later it will get old.
Friend 2: You can try?

Friend 1: Just like me teasing -insertanotherfriend'snamehere-. Now I hardly ever do it.ಠ_ಠ)
Friend 2: I still do it./shot.But then, I get privileges. ;D

A part of me felt bad for screaming at them and over-reacting. But another part of me doesn't want the whole friendship to become like, you know, where one starts disliking the other. My mom accidentally saw it , it can't be helped because I can't really set when I want it to pop up and when I don't want it to pop up. I know my mom is just being concerned of me because, well, she doesn't want people to make fun of my appearance.

I don't know how I can actually keep this up. I really don't. I fear that one day, I might just, walk out on them just like how I did with my first true Internet friend: Mizzflea, or Shauna Thomas, that I met on Runescape. I just, kind of neglected her when I met my current group of close friends and one day we just broke contact and when we tried to get into contact again, we're back to strangers in an awkward situation where we both don't know what to say.

I don't know, really. I really don't know how I can keep the friendship together.