Friday, July 19, 2013

Even talents can be an unfortunate thing

You know, just because people have talents doesn't mean that really blessed.
Sometimes, especially the ones who are multi-talented, always have problems on what they want to choose.

At times, we have problem trying to choose which one we need to have as a career.
Sometimes, we can't help but cannot choose one.
And sometimes, we can't even decide which one is our biggest talent or which talent we love most.

It's not as easy as everyone thinks, about talents, you know?

I can't choose, really. 
I can't tell what I want.
Do I want to choose my path in singing? Or I want it in art? or making stories? I can't choose, really I can't.
I can't even tell what I love anymore.

I used to love singing, but now I'm not even sure if I like it as a hobby or as a passion now. 
As for art, I..don't really...I guess I'm just not very confident about it as there's not much of a big market for it.
Stories? I am not sure about this one. I am nowhere near as good as fanfiction writers though I do love writing/imagining/randomly drawing out stories. It's..pretty much been my whole life, living in stories. My mom says my stories can already sell in Malaysia. But I'm pretty convinced that not a lot of people will buy English novels unless they're like internationally famous like, The Mortal Instruments, Harry Potter, you know, those that make it big? Heck, I'm even addicted into reading stories until I can't even focus on my studies.