Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD)

The other day, I was talking to my friend, Eien and something about MPD.

So I thought, hmm, should I make a list of my multiple, ehh, idk, moodswings/personalities I had before.

Now, hearing all these stories about MPD, I just realized how different mood swings are compared to multiple personalities. Multiple personalities are like, well, let's picture it as souls taking over your body or ghosts that possess a person.


So then I realized, I've always had my multiple personalities before, but it's me who is the most dominant, it's me who has experienced most of the hardships and well, basically life experience. I've managed to suppress them.

So here is the list of what I have:

1. Personality Disorders

a) The Angry One - I've had this one for about three or two years when I was around 5-6 years old. I don't know why, but I would be all be myself at home and suddenly, this Angry One would come out and suddenly throw the plastic chairs to the walls for no apparent reason. She would keep raging and keep screaming and throwing until she was satisfied. And then, when I came back, I would be crying and sobbing. My mother would try and ask me what was the problem and why I was crying, But I didn't know how to explain so I just shook my head. And then my mom would get frustrated at me not answering and she'd be scolding me.

Yep, hard times. For such a young child to have such a horrible personality.
b). The...I-would-prefer-not-to-share-this-one-sorry


2. Mood Swings

a) The Happy Random One

This is the one that always comes out on the Internet. Especially when it comes to getting know new people. She's the random, happy, funny one that comes up with weird ideas. She's best at making people happy and making myself happy. In real life, she makes people laugh as well because she makes me do funny actions like, impersonating a monkey going Hoo Hoo Haa Haa and scratching my head and stomach. xD


b) The Gloomy, Moody, Suicidal One

She's the depressing one that is always suicidal and feeling guilty, for, well, a lot of things. She usually comes out when I sing Sayoko and when I feel guilty from an argument and when I am blamed for something, like, an argument where my brother blames on me, and also when I am insulted. Don't worry, she's not too suicidal that she would go cut herself lolno, not like that. I would always have my fear of pain.

c) The Wise One

She is the one that sounds like a grandma giving therapy to her grandchildren. She has her own benefits as well. She is kind and she tries to comfort people and give them advice. I developed this one during my time in TinierMe. Good ol' Days.

...So far is this all I know, I guess. e u e